Worse...

Yes...it's gotten worse...

It's deteriorating...

It's going down...

Finally...

I was forced to take the rap...

Though i've been expecting it to happen & i thought i was ready...

Though i could walk it off with ease...

But i was wrong...

It hurts so bad...

Make me feel like nothing is fair...

In fact...nothing is fair in this world...

And the funny things is...

I have to pretend that i was the one who were supposed to take the blame...

And i have to create excuses for you to step down...

I still remember i was asked this question during the interview...

" What would u do if u were accused of  doing something u have never done?"

"I'll take the blame..."

That was my answer...

And...

I am a man of my word...

Can't believe i said that...

What was i thinking man...

And i'm pretty sure that this won't be the last...

For how long can i hold on to it?

I have no idea...