Tired...

I'm feeling tired recently...really tired and exhausted...although i have always been tired...but i feel that the tiredness has totally overwhelmed me...i never been that tired before...even sleeping doesn't help...why is that happening?

Perhaps the best explanation will be the boring and repeating lifestyle that i'm going on right now...basically i'm doing the same thing everyday...go to office at 8am...go back home at 6pm...and always do the same thing in office...update package rates, prepare the costing for a new package, do flyers...sounds boring?

Something had happened in my family recently and i don't know how to tell anyone cause it is something that is hard to speak out and it is vary private actually...so i'm really trying hard to think of ways to express it...and i believe i won't be able to do that eventually...cause i'm a person that doesn't know how to express myself in a right way...

Now i'm already half way through my training...and i still haven't started my report yet...which i'm not surprised cause i am a big fan of "last minute work"...although i'm really worried about that but still i don't feel like starting to do it...haizzz...maybe tired is the excuse...hahaha...