9 more weeks...

9 more weeks before my training ends...I just can't believe that i'm already half way through my training...i can still remember that i was so afraid of training when it all started 3 months ago and i actually prayed that it would be ended as soon as possible..but look...i've been in training for 11 weeks...and it is not as terrible as i had thought it would be initially...haha...

I also experienced the first OT of my life...because i had to print out the flyers for the MATTA Fair...and as usual...typical Malaysian attitude of working...last minute...because the MATTA Fair was starting last Friday...so i had to do the printing at the very last minute...which was last Thrusday...and i stayed back for 2 hours but still i couldn't finish printing...=.='''...luckily my supervisors told me to print them on the next day and someone else would be giving the flyers for them...haiz...i really blamed myself for not able to complete my job on time...T.T

Recently,I was very free in the office because everyone was busy in correcting their mistakes made during the reservation...don't ask me what had went wrong...i had no idea...that's why i was very free cause they were too busy and they didn't dare to involve me in the correction process...probably feared of me messing up everything cause it is not a training...it's real...and it might affect the company's reputation...so i kept questioning myself...was that good or bad doing nothing in the office?

But who cares...9 more weeks...yeah...come on!!!

Tired...

I'm feeling tired recently...really tired and exhausted...although i have always been tired...but i feel that the tiredness has totally overwhelmed me...i never been that tired before...even sleeping doesn't help...why is that happening?

Perhaps the best explanation will be the boring and repeating lifestyle that i'm going on right now...basically i'm doing the same thing everyday...go to office at 8am...go back home at 6pm...and always do the same thing in office...update package rates, prepare the costing for a new package, do flyers...sounds boring?

Something had happened in my family recently and i don't know how to tell anyone cause it is something that is hard to speak out and it is vary private actually...so i'm really trying hard to think of ways to express it...and i believe i won't be able to do that eventually...cause i'm a person that doesn't know how to express myself in a right way...

Now i'm already half way through my training...and i still haven't started my report yet...which i'm not surprised cause i am a big fan of "last minute work"...although i'm really worried about that but still i don't feel like starting to do it...haizzz...maybe tired is the excuse...hahaha...