Wednesday, November 30, 2011

transition period

aduh...

transition period ni...

memang menyeksakan...

apa transition?

dari belajar ke bekerja...

tapi bukan really bekerja...

training aje...

tapi...

tak tau lah...

perasaan tak sedap...

tak tau apa yang akan berlaku...

nampak susah...

dulu ada orang kata belajar lebih baik...

saya memang tak percaya...

tapi nampaknya kata-kata tu memang betul...

bekerja tu...memang merisaukan...

risau apa?

tak tau lagi...

akan ketahui minggu depan...

p.s. sorry for the extremely broken malay...T.T
dunno why i typed in malay...?

Monday, November 21, 2011

finally finally

yeah...finally it has come to an end...

my 3 yrs in taylors...

it's now end!!!

mixed feelings...of course...

though i've always wanted to escape from taylors during my 3 yrs time...

especially the 1st few weeks...

it was a total struggle...

couldnt get used to the new format...

new chapter of life...

but now...i'll be stepping into my next chapter in 2 weeks time...

no more studying...after 17 yrs of hardship...

i hope...provided that i pass my exams la...

when i was doing my 2 last papers today...i couldnt concentrate...to be honest...

cuz the things that was on my mind was not the notes and lectures...

but the bitter sweet memories that i had during my 3 yrs...

especially on the 1st day in taylors...everything was so strange and new to me...

i remembered that i did my projects for compulsory subjects...

the video and the community service...

it was such a fun...though i admit that i wasnt thinking that way when i was actually doing it...

the times in lcs...miss the place...miss the food there...i mean the price of the food...>.<

miss the stupid lifts there...miss the slow slow and always lag computer there...

everything...everything...

my 1st presentation...1st exam in taylors...1st time wearing formal and blazer...

sxxt...no wonder i almost couldnt finish my paper on time...what was i thinking...?!

exam wei...

really wanna ask myself...

what's next?

Friday, November 18, 2011

haizzz

haizzz...finally it's going to come to an end...

my uni life...

haizzz...i recalled how i felt when i started uni 3 yrs ago...

"fast fast finish uni!!!i wanna get outta here!!!"

but now...?

i feel so sad leaving taylors...

3yrs...

missed out so many things...

so many things i hadnt done...

things that i wish i had done...

haizzz...

regret...

T.T

going to internship soon...

still struggling whether i should continue working after intern or study masters...

but so fed up with studying...

masters...?

research...?!

again...?!

NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

no fxxking way!!!!!!!!!!!!

i fxxking hate research!!!!

fxxking hate lit review!!!!

fxxk!!!

sorry...too stress edi...

exam ma...

>.<

really envy them...

finish exam edi...

not like me...

still need to worry bout the exam...

21/11...

we'll see...

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

10 hrs and 10 mins to go...

10 hrs and 10 mins to go...

before leaving for France...

be back on 30th Oct...

but will leave home in 3 hrs and 10 mins time...

cuz need to gather at campus before going KLIA...

actually i'm so worried now...

cuz i dunno whether i should bring laptop or not...

will it be too cold there...

what is the management game about...

......

tell me that i'm over worried...


Friday, October 14, 2011

敗給你...

今天超開心的...因為我的"甜品"做完了...耶!!!^^

噩夢終於結束了...

今天參於了一個會議...是關於學生講師關係的...

去了後才發現我大學里真的有那麼多只會投訴, 無病呻吟的傢伙...(叫他們"廢材"也可以)...

難道他們都不知道"知足"兩個字嗎?...小小事就只會投訴這個...那個...

不採取行動...投訴...採取行動了...又投訴...

到底想怎樣...

都不會體諒人吼...都不會站在別人立場想想吼...

都是一堆自私自利的傢伙...

一味只顧自己的傢伙...

這世上多了這些人遲早會末日...

聽了你們講話我都會煩...

TMD...DNAMCJBLJH....

KNN...

p.s. 別擔心...我沒事...只是想發洩下而已...我絕對不會用別人做錯的事來生自己的氣...

Sunday, October 9, 2011

It has been a while...

It has been a while...

It has been a while since i posted anything here...

Actually my "dessert" will due 5 days later...

yet to finish it...

still got 27 pages to go...

T.T

omg...

really having a tendency of running away from problems...

that's me...

i guess...

but the good news is...

i've found my training placement...

genting highlands

theme park operation & retail...

heard from many ppl that it's not good...

really?!

guess i've to find out myself...

but it's only for 2 months anyway...

if it's really that bad...

guess i'll "chao" after that...

p.s. stop the talking...do the working (raikkonen, dunno which year; Tan, 2011)

Monday, July 11, 2011

what the...

looks like it has gotten worse...

it proves that u're nothing but......(u fill it up urself...)

looks like it is the time to go...

before the worst!!!

hmm....what am i writing actually?