Yes...
Learnt something today...
1) It hurts when u treated the person whole-heartedly but that person doesn't give a damn about it...
2) No one will fall for me (the current me)
Solution?
1) I WILL NOT treat anyone wholeheartedly unless it's worth while for me to do it
2) I need to improve myself. Hmmm...where should i start?
Ok...let me think about that 1st...(aka procrastinate)
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Saturday, April 5, 2014
Heartbroken...? Again...?
On 1st April, i saw her post : In a relationship, feeling loved. I thought she was just joking as it was April Fool anyway. But just now i found out that it is true...
My heart literally dropped to the ground and shattered into zillion of pieces, again T.T
All the while i thought that i was really over her, but now it apprears that i was lying to myself and running away from the problem itself...as usual...
But come to think of it, am i really thinking that i deserve to be with her?
Oh my God...
I could not imagine how it would be like when both of us are walking together...
Gross!!!
The weirdest combination the human history has ever witnessed...
Not her...ME!!!
She was literally everything to me & my life revolves around her and i kindda feel like the whole world crumbled when i knew the heartbreaking news...
But now when i was editing this blog post, i did not feel as bad as before...
Maybe it wasn't as bad i thought it would be?
Okay maybe she's not everything to me...
70-75%?
or less?
LOL
I'm not sure...
But at the end, thanks Lord for giving her someone to love her on behalf of me & wish them all the best...
Well...that's all i can do right?
There's no use of keeping something that doesn't belong to you or you do not have any right to own it
She is just one of the many people that i encountered in my life...
The wrong person that i encountered...
The right way is to discard her and getting rid of her from my life...
I might as well just move on & enjoy my life...
I mean the world will not stop for me because of that
Yes...
I am feeling better...
Am i...?
I love this song...
It perfectly describes my feelings right now...
" 下一刻 踩下油門我想該跨過了..."
" 會難過是肯定的 失去愛情的痛徹...我懂得 是因為認真才如此難割捨..."
" 你給過的好我會一直記得 笑過哭過我都曾經很快樂..."
"我不想再僵持着..."
"失去後比擁有踏實了...感覺自由了..."
" 該忘的 我忘了 回憶是好的 該記的 我記得 愛過就算值得 明天是自己的 我會更快樂 得到的 失去了 扯平了..."
My heart literally dropped to the ground and shattered into zillion of pieces, again T.T
All the while i thought that i was really over her, but now it apprears that i was lying to myself and running away from the problem itself...as usual...
But come to think of it, am i really thinking that i deserve to be with her?
Oh my God...
I could not imagine how it would be like when both of us are walking together...
Gross!!!
The weirdest combination the human history has ever witnessed...
Not her...ME!!!
She was literally everything to me & my life revolves around her and i kindda feel like the whole world crumbled when i knew the heartbreaking news...
But now when i was editing this blog post, i did not feel as bad as before...
Maybe it wasn't as bad i thought it would be?
Okay maybe she's not everything to me...
70-75%?
or less?
LOL
I'm not sure...
But at the end, thanks Lord for giving her someone to love her on behalf of me & wish them all the best...
Well...that's all i can do right?
There's no use of keeping something that doesn't belong to you or you do not have any right to own it
She is just one of the many people that i encountered in my life...
The wrong person that i encountered...
The right way is to discard her and getting rid of her from my life...
I might as well just move on & enjoy my life...
I mean the world will not stop for me because of that
Yes...
I am feeling better...
Am i...?
I love this song...
It perfectly describes my feelings right now...
" 下一刻 踩下油門我想該跨過了..."
" 會難過是肯定的 失去愛情的痛徹...我懂得 是因為認真才如此難割捨..."
" 你給過的好我會一直記得 笑過哭過我都曾經很快樂..."
"我不想再僵持着..."
"失去後比擁有踏實了...感覺自由了..."
" 該忘的 我忘了 回憶是好的 該記的 我記得 愛過就算值得 明天是自己的 我會更快樂 得到的 失去了 扯平了..."
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