on the verge of breaking down...

Yes...on the verge of breaking down...

Sorry for quoting from lyrics again...just can't help it but that describe my feeling perfectly...

Good news...she's single now...

but...

I'm...

not...

happy...

WHY?

I...

dunno...

A voice inside my head goes...

Go for it! It's ur chance now!

But soon another voice goes...

Forget about her!!! Do u really think she's single now...

Yes...she declares single now...

But does she wants that deep inside her heart...

Why she's single now?

WHY WHY WHY?

I'll gone mad soon...

But come to think of it...

What am i talking about?

Am i contradicting myself?

"Are u talking about her?"

"Excuse me...what?!" 

"Sorry...i lost u...what do u mean by that?"

whistle blower...

Last Friday, I volunteered to help the guys from other team as i had finished my daily work and wanted to help out with their heavy work load... 

My team leader told me to help one of the new staff who he thought might not be able to finish all the work on time...as usual i said yes without thinking much...

When i was about to finish my part around 6pm,i saw the new staff that i was helping leaving the desk...

My 1st thought was,wow!that was fast...

But when i refreshed the inbox,i still saw some work pending which is not suppose to happen...

I was shocked...seriously...

I was like...WHAT THE FXXKING HELL ARE U DOING? 

I was trained in this company & by my previous manager NOT to leave any work pending in the inbox before leaving the office...


As a result,i had to stay until 6:30pm or 7pm sometimes to finish up everything when the workload is too overwhelming sometimes...

I was really really frustrated at that moment...

But somehow i managed to finish up everything for him...

And i swear,i had no idea why he left the work in the inbox where any of the staff in the team could finish them in no time...

And the funny thing is...he sent an email to HQ telling the staff over there to follow up as that guy could only do that much and the guy had tried the best...

Now i began to understand why the staff in HQ wrote an email a few days back telling the same guy to "priotirize" the inbox...

OMG....

It's hard to believe that someone does not even have that little sense of responsibility...

Haven't anyone told u to finish what u've started?

Haven't anyone told u to think logically?

Haven't u been educated to be considerate towards others?

Haven't u been ashamed of not able to complete ur tasks?

Or...

Do u know that u have to clear ur inbox before leaving the office at the end of the day?

Should i blow the whistle?

Or shouldn't I?

Cuz i've seen what will eventually happen to whislte blowers...in the movie of course...==

Should i just mind my own business & stop intefering other's affairs?

Techinically,u & me are doing different things...

Yes...

Should i just keep quiet?

Or...?