Lunch

Recently,i have bought a new gadget & i have been really busy on tryna figure out how to use it & it's giving me a serious headache...both literally & figuratively of course...

Just when i was cracking my brain & trying to know more about the new gadget...i received a SMS...

My 1st thought was...WOW!That was rare...>.<

2nd thought...stupid operator ads maybe...>.<

When i opened the SMS, i was completely stunned...

It was HER?!

WTF?! >.<

And that's not the point...

The point is...she asked me if i wanted to go yumcha...

I was like...are u serious?! >.< 

My 1st reaction was...yumcha now? But i've just had my dinner...=.=

Luckily she said 2moro (which is today)...thank God...pheew...

She asked me to introduce some nice restaurants near my area...

I was like...huh?She's coming to my area?! But she's living so far away...and indeed she asked me the direction...

And i offered to pick her up at a place near her house to the restaurant & she agreed...

I was so nervous today as it was my 1st time meeting her up close & personal...

I was so worried about my outlook for the very 1st time in my life...yeah...u heard it right...1st time in my life...>.<

Yeah..pretty much treating it like the 1st date...lol...>.<

So once i made sure everything was good to go...i drove nervously to the meeting point...earlier than the meeting time of course...

And when i reached there...i found out that she was already there...>.<

Opps...>.<...luckily she said she just reached there...lol...it'd be so funny for a girl to wait for a guy...>.<

What happened next was even funnier...she asked me where to go for lunch...i asked her where she wanted to go for lunch...

she replied in shock: i thought u know where to go!!!

i said: yaya...i know i know...sorry...>.<

she said: haha...sorry for being so straightforward...==...wow...what a bad start it was...><

And she said she asked me for lunch because she couldn't find anyone else...>.<

It's ok...it's better than nothing rite...? =.=

But luckily everything was fine...she kept asking me questions as she doesn't know much about me & she also talked about her recent life en route to restaurant...

I was quite surprised that she's willing to tell so many things to someone she's not familiar with...lol

But in the end i think we had a good lunch & she said the food was ok...thank God...>.<

And i was so happy that i could actually talk to her up close & personal...

I definitely would not have imagined that happening before today...and i'd always thought that i'd not be able to see her again after that day...

I think everything went well today & she said she'll call me yumcha again next time...maybe...?

Thank you very much for everything today...^.^

CNY...

It's already the 8th day of CNY today & i'm gonna talk about my CNY this year...

Due to internship last year in Genting, i didn't manage to celebrate CNY with my families last year...so i kinda looking forward to the CNY this year...

And my dad kept asking me if i wanted to go back to hometown this year as he thought i might not wanted to do so...

Don't be stupid would ya...seriously...u don't have to ask me so many times...i lost count on how many times u've asked me that question...like 20-30 times perhaps? >.<

I was nervous as i have not gone back for 2 yrs & it was my 1st time driving back to hometown as it has always been my dad who drove all these years...

But in the end, it's good to know that everyone is fine...managed to catch up with the latest happenings of my family members,my cousins,uncle,aunts,etc... 

And the most important thing is, the conflict & tension that has been covering my family for years has finally come to an end after 10 long months & u can't imagine how happy i am...XD

I really hope that the worst has gone & everything can be smooth as silk from now on...

Though i know it's not possible...><

6th February...the day you went away...

M2M - The Day You Went Away

" Well I wonder could it be
When I was dreaming 'bout you baby
You were dreaming of me
Call me crazy, call me blind
To still be suffering is stupid after all of this time

Did I lose my love to someone better
And does she love you like I do
I do, you know I really really do

Well hey
So much I need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
So sad but true
For me there's only you
Been crying since the day
The day you went away

I remember date and time
September twenty second
Sunday twenty five after nine
In the doorway with your case
No longer shouting at each other
There were tears on our faces


And we were letting go of something special
Something we'll never have again
I know, I guess I really really know

Did I lose my love to someone better
And does she love you like I do
I do, you know I really really do

Well hey
So much I need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
So sad but true
For me there's only you
Been crying since the day
The day you went away

The day you went away
The day you went away

Why do we never know what we've got 'til it's gone
How could I carry on
The day you went away
Cause I've been missing you so much I have to say
Been crying since the day
The day you went away

The day you went away
The day you went away..."

Snacks

One thing i always did in the office was to track the sound of her footstep (sound of her high heels hitting the ground...)

I dunno why but maybe cuz there was some sort of special sound pattern that the sound could be recognised easily 

So, i knew that she was moving around the office when i heard the sound...and no one else in the office has the same type of sound... and i dunno why...>.<

Yesterday,when i was doing my work...i was tracking the sound of her footstep as usual...

This time i noticed that the sound stopped somewhere near my desk & there was a shadow stopped near my desk...

My 1st reaction was to see who she was talking to...

By the moment i raise my head...i saw her staring at me...

I was like...WTF?! I was totally stunned... 'o'

And next,she put the snacks on my desk...and my reaction was saying thank you to her...

And she walked away smiling happily & contentedly...

And i swear to God...that was probably one of the most beautiful smiles i've ever seen...smile of an angel?

And all of the above happened in just 3-4 seconds...but it feels like forever to me...

As if everything around me was froze at that moment and i was still in the state of shock after that...>.<

Cause we never really had any interaction or eye contact or conversation besides during interview of course...

cuz i was too coward to talk to u...yeah...i'm not gonna deny that...

And i definitely appreciate that and i'll cherish that moment...

Thank you for giving me the snacks...maybe she just wanna share it with me...or maybe cuz she couldn't finish it...? >.<

I definitely didn't expect that & l was really shock when i saw her handed me the snacks...
 
She could never ever imagine how much that means to me...

It means so much to me that i still yet to eat that & i kept them in a "safe" place...>.<

And it might be the very last time that we had some sort of interactions...

Thanks for the little surprise yesterday...

Thank you very much...merci beaucoup...

244 days..

Finally...after 244 days...roughly 8 months...everything has finally ended...T.T

6th of February 2013...it's her last day in the office...she'll be having CNY holiday until 14th February and she'll start working in the new office...

Yesterday,when i was working as usual,i saw her status was "Last Day", my heart literally stopped beating...

Yea...i really didn't see that coming...i mean i do know that she's leaving...but didn't expect that to be so soon...

And more importantly,i prepared a gift for her...but...i left it home & i thought yesterday was her last day...

I was like: "oh u must be fxxking kidding me..."

And so i started to plan how i was going to go back and grab the gift after work & hand it to her before she left the office...

So,i started a chat asking if yesterday was her last day & she said her last day is today (6th February)...

I was stunned...and when i looked carefully at her status :Last day: 6th Feb...>.<

Haizzz....sorry...my bad...i didn't read it carefully...=.=

So, today i handed the gift to her...not handed to her in person of course...i entered the office earlier than usual and put the gift on her desk and hoping no one sees that...>.<

Haizzz...idiot...=.=

And when she was unwrapping the present...she found out that one piece was missing...

OMG...EPIC FAIL...>.<

I was so embarrassed that i kept saying sorry to her...and the funnier thing is...

she said that i'm cute because of that... ￣▽￣

Dunno i should cry or laugh...T.T

In the end, i was planning to say goodbye to her...but she was really busy & i didn't even notice that she left the office...T.T

And after 244 days, it ends tragically & I guess that's how a tragedy should end right?

p.s. hope you'll like that gift despite the epic fail...>.<