Yes...i will remember this date for quite some time...it's probably the happiest day that i had since i join my current company... I knew that she'll be going back to her hometown tomorrow & will be on leave till next Tuesday or maybe Wednesday... So, today could be the last day i'd ever see her in the office... As a result, I'd made up my mind to start talking or at least chat with her today... That was the 1st thing i told myself when i woke up this morning...
Nevertheless...i was too coward to do that...and i thought that was really it...
When i walked back to my desk after my lunch break, i noticed that my colleague in the same team as me was on MC for half a day...
Subsequently, my team leader wanted me to cover his job....the good thing is both his & my workload was not that much...if not, i think i'd would be cursing non stop...>< So, as usual, when i was doing my work, i saw a chat box popped out... OH MY FXXKING JESUS?!
IT WAS HER!!! I was like...wtf...are u fxxking kidding me... I really wanted to slap & pinch myself really hard to make sure that i was not dreaming or having illusion... Cuz i'd never thought that it'd happen in real life...not in a million years...><
SHE'S STARTING A CHAT?!
NO FXXKING WAY... My heart beat was accelerating like a F1 car... Then I started to cool down & started guessing what she might say... Something relating to my department?very important annoucement? Or...the worst case scenario...she used the wrong chat window...>< As expected, she started off by asking if i was busy cuz my colleague was on leave & if i was able to handle my workload...
I really thank my colleague for that...seriously....if it wasn't for him, none of the above & below would happen...XD So, i started to chat with her, assuring that i was able to do my work propoerly... I also tried to "show" my sense of humour & surprisingly she seemed to be ok with it...>< We also talked about future plans & exchanging some ideas, etc...
Talked about her future trips, plans...
The chat lasted for like 2-3 hours...not continuously of course...both of us still had to do our jobs... At the end of the day,i left the office smiling happily...probably the 1st time ever...><
I guess that's really it...we could be chatting again in the future...maybe...but the feeling will never be the same...and it might not happen again...
I really appreciate that... i guess that's all i could ask for...that's probbably the last bit of your memory before leaving the company...
All the best to you in the future...do not overstress yourself ya...take it easy...take a well deserved rest before going on the journey again...
Kindda struggling before deciding whether to give her the surprise or not... Cuz i'm not sure whether she would be in the office or not...cuz it'll be an epic fail if she's not there...
and most importantly...she would like it or not...
Nevertheless...i still made up my mind to give her that surprise...
I've been waiting anxiously for that day to come ever since i made that decision...
So, on that day itself, i saw her in the office...pheew....
But i was also worrying about the delay...and it did happen...><
But can't really did much on that occasion...
So, me in sixes & sevens waiting anxiously on my desk...
Finally, the surprise came...i saw some of them whispering & murmuring to each other...
I wanted to see her reaction but i was too afraid to turn back... So, just when i thought everything was alright... she started a chat...thanking me... My jaw dropped the floor when i saw her chat...cuz she wasn't suppose to know that i was the one giving that surprise... Then, i went : Oh my gosh...i didn't know what to do...should i just admit it or i just deny it... But till today i still have no idea how she knew that it was me...>< But in the end, i admitted it and i'm glad that she liked it... She was really shock...not with the surprise...but with me...lol... She really didn't expect me to do that...lol... It felt like heaven to me when i saw her chat...lol...it has definitely put a smile on my face for whole day long...and even the next day...or maybe the next next day as well...XD A few days later, i saw her blog post talking about the surprise...the boss was curious about who set up that surprise...but she didn't reveal my name as she wanted to "protect" me...T.T I wouldn't want to imagine what would happen if she had said my name... That's the main reason why i never reveal what the surprise was in this post... She'll be leaving soon...she'll be leaving this "small pond" and going for the outside world where she can her express her talent.... But i think this surprise is the least thing i could do for her... I just hoping that she'll remember that surprise...remember that someone gave her that surprise on her birthday...in at least 10 years to come... Am i asking too much...or...? HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
2/1...the 1st working day in 2013...as Japan is still on holiday...there wasn't much things to do in the office... It's a good thing that my team leader assign us new tasks & i could kill some time doing that in the office instead of just staring at the monitor without doing anything... And another so call "good news"...she's still in the office...a bit surprised when i saw her entering the office seconds before me... But i do know that this can't prevent the inevitable...she's leaving...i could see that she was teaching another staff (presumably the one that will replace her postition) to do her job in the office... I assume that there's a month left before she's be transferred to another office... I've been reading her blog recently, tryna to know more about her life prior to this... I noticed that her mindset is totally different from the girls that i know ( i don't know that many girls though...==)... I still can't believe what she've been throught all these years & what she'd done & experienced... And of course...i can also see how strong THEIR relationship is... Also,my prior impression on her has strayed after reading her blog... Is that a good thing or bad thing? Hmmm...
Just had a great hangout session with my secondary school mate...and don't be surprised...i called for this hangout session...me...
lol...couldn't believe it myself either...maybe i think it'll be a waste staying at home on the 1st day of the year... It was fun hearing them talking about their life now & also their life during university & secondary school days... And as usual...i didn't talk much during that time...== But i do appreciate that as i know that the chances we get together is lower & lower...
Hmm...about my New Year Resolutions...already got some on the list & on my mind...hope i can accomplish at least half of them at the end of the year...==
