Wednesday, November 30, 2011

transition period

aduh...

transition period ni...

memang menyeksakan...

apa transition?

dari belajar ke bekerja...

tapi bukan really bekerja...

training aje...

tapi...

tak tau lah...

perasaan tak sedap...

tak tau apa yang akan berlaku...

nampak susah...

dulu ada orang kata belajar lebih baik...

saya memang tak percaya...

tapi nampaknya kata-kata tu memang betul...

bekerja tu...memang merisaukan...

risau apa?

tak tau lagi...

akan ketahui minggu depan...

p.s. sorry for the extremely broken malay...T.T
dunno why i typed in malay...?

Monday, November 21, 2011

finally finally

yeah...finally it has come to an end...

my 3 yrs in taylors...

it's now end!!!

mixed feelings...of course...

though i've always wanted to escape from taylors during my 3 yrs time...

especially the 1st few weeks...

it was a total struggle...

couldnt get used to the new format...

new chapter of life...

but now...i'll be stepping into my next chapter in 2 weeks time...

no more studying...after 17 yrs of hardship...

i hope...provided that i pass my exams la...

when i was doing my 2 last papers today...i couldnt concentrate...to be honest...

cuz the things that was on my mind was not the notes and lectures...

but the bitter sweet memories that i had during my 3 yrs...

especially on the 1st day in taylors...everything was so strange and new to me...

i remembered that i did my projects for compulsory subjects...

the video and the community service...

it was such a fun...though i admit that i wasnt thinking that way when i was actually doing it...

the times in lcs...miss the place...miss the food there...i mean the price of the food...>.<

miss the stupid lifts there...miss the slow slow and always lag computer there...

everything...everything...

my 1st presentation...1st exam in taylors...1st time wearing formal and blazer...

sxxt...no wonder i almost couldnt finish my paper on time...what was i thinking...?!

exam wei...

really wanna ask myself...

what's next?

Friday, November 18, 2011

haizzz

haizzz...finally it's going to come to an end...

my uni life...

haizzz...i recalled how i felt when i started uni 3 yrs ago...

"fast fast finish uni!!!i wanna get outta here!!!"

but now...?

i feel so sad leaving taylors...

3yrs...

missed out so many things...

so many things i hadnt done...

things that i wish i had done...

haizzz...

regret...

T.T

going to internship soon...

still struggling whether i should continue working after intern or study masters...

but so fed up with studying...

masters...?

research...?!

again...?!

NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

no fxxking way!!!!!!!!!!!!

i fxxking hate research!!!!

fxxking hate lit review!!!!

fxxk!!!

sorry...too stress edi...

exam ma...

>.<

really envy them...

finish exam edi...

not like me...

still need to worry bout the exam...

21/11...

we'll see...