it's here

it's here...finally...

2moro is the day where i'll be given a new identity...

trainee...and no longer students...

my 17 yrs of studying has officially come to an end...

starting 2moro...i will be facing the cruel and reality world...

lol...sounds serious?

haha...that's how i think...always overact...exaggerates...

but this is not my 1st time being a trainee...

i had that a year ago...but it didn't go well...i guess...

will this one be the same?

or...even worse?

i'll find out very soon...

also...

this will be my 1st time leaving my lovely and comfortable home for a long period of time...

actually...i know how it felt like during the french trip...

but it is totally different this time!!!

cause it will be a longer period away from home...

plus...

i'm extremely worried about the conditions of the hostel which i will encounter 2moro...

a friend of mine posted the picture a few weeks back...

omg...the "best", "5 star" hostel that i have ever seen in my life...

you know what i mean...

i hate when there's so many uncertainties around me...

but i guess those uncertainties make my life a less boring one...rite?

starting to miss the life as a student already...

sitting there and listen to the presentation (no matter how boring it is...), presentation & exams...

a much easier, relax, slow paced and ordered life...

3 days of holidays per week...sem breaks...

guess i won't be able to enjoy that starting 2moro...

but the sun will still rise in the morning and the earth still spins rite?

maybe it's time to move on...it's time to grow up...

transition period

aduh...

transition period ni...

memang menyeksakan...

apa transition?

dari belajar ke bekerja...

tapi bukan really bekerja...

training aje...

tapi...

tak tau lah...

perasaan tak sedap...

tak tau apa yang akan berlaku...

nampak susah...

dulu ada orang kata belajar lebih baik...

saya memang tak percaya...

tapi nampaknya kata-kata tu memang betul...

bekerja tu...memang merisaukan...

risau apa?

tak tau lagi...

akan ketahui minggu depan...

p.s. sorry for the extremely broken malay...T.T

dunno why i typed in malay...?

finally finally

yeah...finally it has come to an end...

my 3 yrs in taylors...

it's now end!!!

mixed feelings...of course...

though i've always wanted to escape from taylors during my 3 yrs time...

especially the 1st few weeks...

it was a total struggle...

couldnt get used to the new format...

new chapter of life...

but now...i'll be stepping into my next chapter in 2 weeks time...

no more studying...after 17 yrs of hardship...

i hope...provided that i pass my exams la...

when i was doing my 2 last papers today...i couldnt concentrate...to be honest...

cuz the things that was on my mind was not the notes and lectures...

but the bitter sweet memories that i had during my 3 yrs...

especially on the 1st day in taylors...everything was so strange and new to me...

i remembered that i did my projects for compulsory subjects...

the video and the community service...

it was such a fun...though i admit that i wasnt thinking that way when i was actually doing it...

the times in lcs...miss the place...miss the food there...i mean the price of the food...>.<

miss the stupid lifts there...miss the slow slow and always lag computer there...

everything...everything...

my 1st presentation...1st exam in taylors...1st time wearing formal and blazer...

sxxt...no wonder i almost couldnt finish my paper on time...what was i thinking...?!

exam wei...

really wanna ask myself...

what's next?

haizzz

haizzz...finally it's going to come to an end...

my uni life...

haizzz...i recalled how i felt when i started uni 3 yrs ago...

"fast fast finish uni!!!i wanna get outta here!!!"

but now...?

i feel so sad leaving taylors...

3yrs...

missed out so many things...

so many things i hadnt done...

things that i wish i had done...

haizzz...

regret...

T.T

going to internship soon...

still struggling whether i should continue working after intern or study masters...

but so fed up with studying...

masters...?

research...?!

again...?!

NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

no fxxking way!!!!!!!!!!!!

i fxxking hate research!!!!

fxxking hate lit review!!!!

fxxk!!!

sorry...too stress edi...

exam ma...

>.<

really envy them...

finish exam edi...

not like me...

still need to worry bout the exam...

21/11...

we'll see...

10 hrs and 10 mins to go...

10 hrs and 10 mins to go...

before leaving for France...

be back on 30th Oct...

but will leave home in 3 hrs and 10 mins time...

cuz need to gather at campus before going KLIA...

actually i'm so worried now...

cuz i dunno whether i should bring laptop or not...

will it be too cold there...

what is the management game about...

......

tell me that i'm over worried...

敗給你...

今天超開心的...因為我的"甜品"做完了...耶!!!^^

噩夢終於結束了...

今天參於了一個會議...是關於學生講師關係的...

去了後才發現我大學里真的有那麼多只會投訴, 無病呻吟的傢伙...(叫他們"廢材"也可以)...

難道他們都不知道"知足"兩個字嗎?...小小事就只會投訴這個...那個...

不採取行動...投訴...採取行動了...又投訴...

到底想怎樣...

都不會體諒人吼...都不會站在別人立場想想吼...

都是一堆自私自利的傢伙...

一味只顧自己的傢伙...

這世上多了這些人遲早會末日...

聽了你們講話我都會煩...

TMD...DNAMCJBLJH....

KNN...

p.s. 別擔心...我沒事...只是想發洩下而已...我絕對不會用別人做錯的事來生自己的氣...

It has been a while...

It has been a while...

It has been a while since i posted anything here...

Actually my "dessert" will due 5 days later...

yet to finish it...

still got 27 pages to go...

T.T

omg...

really having a tendency of running away from problems...

that's me...

i guess...

but the good news is...

i've found my training placement...

genting highlands

theme park operation & retail...

heard from many ppl that it's not good...

really?!

guess i've to find out myself...

but it's only for 2 months anyway...

if it's really that bad...

guess i'll "chao" after that...

p.s. stop the talking...do the working (raikkonen, dunno which year; Tan, 2011)

what the...

looks like it has gotten worse...

it proves that u're nothing but......(u fill it up urself...)

looks like it is the time to go...

before the worst!!!

hmm....what am i writing actually?

holidays...

Exam's over!!!Yeah...? Do not really feel excited...why?

Maybe cuz i've already sick with exams that i've numbed by it?

Or coz i've just screwed the last paper?

I think it is because of the latter this time...

What paper?

FRENCH!!!

Seriously, i didn't understand a shit of what i've written on that paper...

and the reasons is also very simple...

Cuz i didn't understand the shit questions...

Forgive me for using harsh words (do they?)...

Surprisingly, i've learnt something here...

Is it because i seldom fail so when i really screw up something...i just simply can't believe or accept it...

Once, one of my lecturers told me that...

"It's good for u to fail, because u'll know what have u done wrong, learn from it & correct it..."

Hmmm...i see what he mean right now...

But...it's already my last french paper in uni...how am i gonna correct & learn...?

p.s. why is the post has nothing to do with the title...?

laziness...

I'm suppose to study for my exams 2moro...but what the hell am i doing now?...

Blogging & FBing...ISH...><

Just like what Bruno Mars says:

"Today i don't fell like doing anything..."

Perhaps i've already sick of exams?

Cuz i have had enough with exams already when i was in Chong Hwa...?

Now i don't feel anxious,panic or stay alert like i used to be...

Just wanna get this done asap...

Maybe i'm just wasting my time here...

To slow down the inevitable...

OK...enough of crap...now get back to "work"...T.T...

no more classes

YES!!!No more classes for this loooonnnggg sem....exams in 2 weeks' time...T.T...

Love the accounting, french, marketing classes this sem...the others...errr...u know it...

And the event is over (exhibition)...pheeew....i've been worrying about it for the past 3 months everyday...but now it's not my concern anymore...

Looking forward to the next sem?Nah...not for the dissertation...T.T...french trip?yeah...maybe...but i'll need to speak french all the time?...NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Also i need to do a project?...NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Also need to find a placement for internship...really want to go overseas...but will they accept someone who doesnt even bother to utter one extra word or start a conversation?

My feelings...

Wow!It has been ages since i updated my blog...but i'm not gonna say that i was busy for my reason...it just that i don't feel like updating it....

Now, at this moment, i really feel like updating it...forgive me for being a person that fully controlled by my emotion...

I don't get it...why there are some people in this world that expect the result without putting much effort in it?...Do they really think that there is free lunch in this world?...How dare they not feeling any sense of guilt when they didn't contribute anything to a work and in turn blaming the others when the end result is not what they want?...Why do they have such a thick face?...Why can't they just think about the others?...Don't they know how it feels like when everyone around them do the same like what they have done to the others?...

Don't think that you can do anything u want as you might think that i'm really a nice person...just give it a try and get over my limit...u'll see what i'll do...i just wanna tell you that even Buddha gets angry as well...i seriously dunno what i'll do if u really ignite the volcano...

I feel like cursing or punching somebody else's face now...>.< ....gggrrrrrr.....

Holiday's Over

Bad News...

Holiday's over...

The past 2 months has been enjoyable...

Cuz I didn't need to worry or think of any annoying, tedious and complicated matter...

Oh...What a life it was...

Time to move on though...

Year 3...degree...should be tough...

Just around the corner...

I know, u're just around the corner...u're just around the corner...

u?

of course it's CNY...

and yet again...a year has passed by so quickly....as usual...

people always says that time flies when u're happy...but...i don't feel like it...why?

and also.. my holiday has come to the half way point...

which means that....

i'll be starting the new sem in approximately a month...

bad news...

痛...

好痛啊!!!

今早拔了智慧牙...現在好痛啊!!!

太痛苦了...T.T

First Post of 2011

Happy New Year...Today is the 5th day of 2011...

The very beginning if my holiday...

Don't feel like doing anything...

Neither part time jobs nor anything...

Lazy...>.<...

But learnt lots of things recently...

Learnt how things can be changed when they are seen or interpreted in a different way...

Wish that it would happen around me...

But of course it didn't...

Don't know what the hell they are thinking...

無言...>.<...

真想一巴給他掃過去...

他X的...

醒醒啦...

總活在自己世界...

懵醒醒的sh...