Sunday, November 30, 2008

Confused!Blurred!Hesitated!

It's been a while since i left Chong Hwa-my secondary school,but i still have nothing on my mind yet regarding to my future.Now i'm standing at a three junction road with three choices ahead of me-1)continue my studies 2)NS 3)Find a part time job and only proceed my studies somewhere April.I've been through questions like these many many times before,but all of them were encountered during my exams(just like objective questions) and i could handle them without much problem and fear(most of them)Now,i find it hard for me to decide between the three of them eventhough it's just three choices and there were four or five choices in my exams!Haiz!Everytime when my friends questioned me about my future,I can't answer them while my friends can talk lots sbout their dream and ways to achieve it.Do i know about my dream and future?I....don't know.DON'T KNOW!!!!Actually i have a dream.A non-realistic dream-FOOTBALLER!But everytime when i talk about my football dream in front of my parents,their respons are the same-You better stick your foot on the ground and stop dreaming about something that are virtually impossible to achieve.Haiz!What can i do about it?Stick to the three choices above,i prefer the third one but i can't find a job;the second option is good but i'm afraid that my body can't stand the thoughness of NS;the first choice is acceptable but i feel that i haven't recovered from the tiredness due to the UEC Exam and January intake might be too tired for me.Maybe these are my excuses but it's the words that come straight from my heart.UUUURRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHH!Can anyone tell me what should i do?Maybe i should find a counselor,maybe i should search for more info in the net,maybe i should.........And don't forget,today is the last day of November!It's gonna be too late if i stil can't decide which road should i take!!!!